Sunday, October 29, 2006
11:11 AM
Here to blog....got so many things to tell euu bloggie...hahas lucky got euu...anyway today didn't went to work...realli dun feel like going...think mi slack too much le...anyway dun think of going to work for tml...hahas somehow feel quite guilty dun know y leis...jus now mi went to call vj( my boss) at abt 1am...is slping time lohs...than onli mi tis "goondoo" go call him....in the end kana scold by him...haish....he first time like that talk to mi....omgtml mi not going to sch also...i like the life without work and study but cannot lahs...feel quilty also becos my mum...i disappoint her again and again...haish.... mi bad boii lahs....but realli dun have the mood to go sch...hahas should have quit sch...haish waste money and time...
have to work for the money to go chalet...hahas anyway we going to have calet during dec 21,22,23 wah so happie....so fast i am on holiday mood le...think the chalet will be veri fun hahas..
haish...realli veri hard to forget her...i regret of doing those thing in the past....is not i purposely type here...but realli i need a small small corner to say out this thing...i realli should forget her...i cant give her happiness...i am a ahbeng not highly educated but she highly educated....so wat if she accept mi......her parents sure have comments on mi de...i also cant accept myself le...well she now have a bf whom ppl think highly of him...he got the look got the body got everything which i dun have...haish.....wtf...i already put myself on the path which cannot return anymore le...haish hurt her so much le...think i should give up bahs wish her and her bf stay swit forever....realli hope her bf will treat her gd bahs...i wont woo her...i dun have the courage and the confidence to treat her well....
kk bahs think writee to here le....gd nite nite bloggie....
buais buais~
